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1st-Apr-2007 02:26 pm
Reborn - Yamamoto CHIBITA


I look at the Chinese fandom sometimes and I go, Man, sometimes I wish things were that way. Sure, they have anal-as-hell policies sometimes, but it helps to keep the dreck out. If you're not familiar with them: Chinese fandoms are extremely strict. They also have the best resources. Sure, sometimes the things you have to do to get those resources are along the lines of, say, if I scanned the Abyss manga, then opened up a friends-locked community and put it there. And said that only if you commented 25 times on my LJ, with comments that actually said something and were more than 25 words long, could you be invited to join that community. Oh, and also, I could say that if I saw my scans anywhere else, if anyone did anything with my scans that I didn't like - make icons, make banners: I'd kick them from my community.


I'm so tired of being nice. I'm generally pretty tolerant, but sometimes: I've really had it up to here. I've met some great people in the fandom, yes. And yeah, it's ... generally, an okay place. Some days, it's a great place. But, my heavens, I've also been on the receiving end of a lot of dreck, more than any other fandom I've ever been in. It makes me tired and exhausted and as emo as Asch and Arietta put together and replicated as many times as Van has badtouched Luke. It makes me want to shut myself in my room and play Evanescence and Linkin Park and Simple Plan and waaaaaaaaaiiiiiiillllllll all day long. It's such an effort not making emo posts on LJ, and I can't be bothered with it any more. When I play FFXII I am THANK YOU FOR NOT BEING ABYSS.

I know damn well that when people emo, it makes OTHER PEOPLE EMO. But sometimes I JUST WANT TO EMO TOO, DAMN IT AND CURSE IT ALL TO the cheegles. I hate the person I'm turning into!

I'm sick of being Guy! I want to be Van, and abuse a lot of things!

I'm sick of being the gardener, I want to be the flower for once!

It is so hard being nice that sometimes I just don't want to post any more! Deep down inside, I like watching Asch suffer as much as I like watching people cry.



If you're reading this, you're

1. Smart.

CONGRATULATIONS!!! ♥

If you're an Abyss fan and see this, drop a hint in the comments and I'll scan the official Ion-Arietta extra today. *grin* I'm not a great fan of Ion-Arietta, but I'll do it for Abyss.

If you aren't an Ion-Arietta fan, drop a hint and I'll scan you something you like. XD Or link you fanart. XD I just wanted to say THANK YOU FOR reading this! XDDD

I wouldn't have read it myself: emo posts make me laugh, or piss me off. *laughing* XD

I was gonna write something like I'M LEAVING THE FANDOM! GOODBYE AND GOOD RIDDANCE TO ALL OF YOU! but I was laughing too hard to do it.



How Tales of the Abyss 2 Will Happen

1. End-game Van will turn out to be a replica Van created for himself*.

*Tales of the Abyss 3: Van will have created a the third massive Abyss replica facility for the purposes of replicating him. You fight him thirty times in the game, unless you do the optional side quests, in which you may fight him up to 99 times.

2. Mr. Ending will turn out to be neither Asch nor Luke, but Van.

3. It will not be a new game, but Tales of the Abyss from the Rokujinshou perspective. Your six party members will be the six God-Generals. You win the game if you defeat the Luke-tachi.

4. Rem Tower will be revealed to have been a sly and cunning plan on the part of the replicas to substitute their own people in the place of Luke and Asch, taking advantage of the chaos of Rem to replace both Luke and Asch with replicas. Your first mission in the new game is to rescue them both.

Asch won't thank you for it.

5. It will be Tales of the Abyss for the Ages 3 to 6 market. You play a cheegle.

Also, Asch is a lot like Mieu. Why, you say? It's because life kicks him around as much as Luke kicks Mieu around. Asch's relationship with Life is exactly like Luke's relationship with Mieu, right down to the whole steps-on-top of him and grinds-him-into-the dirt bit. Also, I wrote this fic where Asch and Mieu switch bodies. Which means Asch gets to get stuffed into the item bag and attempt to set Luke on fire and bite Luke, a lot. And also that Mieu-in-Asch's body gets to mieu dolefully in a corner, has to wear the Sorceror's ring around his finger, and forgets whose body he's in and crawls into Luke's bed to sleep. Not to mention that he's all fascinated with those whole thing about fingers, because cheegles only ever have paws, and the Revelation of the Century happens when he finds out what to do with fingers, #1 being, Master! Master! Now I can hold your hand!

And today I think I shall renounce Asch/Luke and Guy/Luke and my love for Mieu, and devote myself now and forever to my one and only TRUE Abyss OTP. Which is more canon than all of them, and has the added benefit of Van in it. I think from today onwards I shall only ever write fic for this pairing and set it to Beyonce and Shakira songs, as Asch is clearly Shakira, and Luke is Beyonce. If you think this is a joke, go watch the Beautiful liar MTV.

beautiful liar MTV. Also, the original lyrics.

Like I said, Asch is Shakira and Luke is Beyonce. Of course this song is entirely Asch/Van/Luke.

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] Why are we the ones who suffer
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] He won't be the one to cry

[Beyonce] (Ay) Let's not kill the karma
(Ay) Let's not start a fight
(Ay) It's not worth the drama
For a beautiful liar
[Shakira] (Oh) Did he laugh about it
(Oh) It's not worth our time
(Oh) We can live without 'em
Just a beautiful liar

[Shakira] I trusted him, but when I followed you, I saw you together
[Beyonce] I didn't know about you then 'till I saw you with him again
[Beyonce] You stole everything, how can you say I did you wrong (Asch is normally Shakira, except here, where he is Beyonce)

[Shakira] You never know
[Beyonce] When the pain and heartbreak's over
[Shakira] I have to let go
[Beyonce] The innocence is gone

[Shakira] Tell me how to forgive you
When it's me who's ashamed (This is why Asch is Shakira)
[Beyonce] And I wish could free you
Of the hurt and the pain (And this is why Luke is Beyonce)
(Both) But the answer is simple
He's the one to blame (this is why Van gets to be your cheatin' heart.)

Comments 
1st-Apr-2007 09:02 am (UTC) - 6am post- do not trust my coherency level!
Now...see, Chinese fandoms sound appealing to me, actually. It does seem a bit demanding, but at the same time...I think it makes people more grateful. I really wonder if such rules couldn't be enforced... :/

I'm so sorry you feel this way...I don't know if it was someone specific or not, but I hope they are aware so that they can at least learn not to treat others that way. It wouldn't happen to have something to do with what ranchelle had mentioned, would it?
I hope it isn't something I did... D:

The emo must be spreading, though, because I have been holding in ALL day the urge to just make a huge emo-rant. Today just has NOT been good for me, either. I can sympathize. D:

I at least hope you feel better, though. :/
You're suc ha sweet person...you don't deserve this.

And I think...any fandom is capable of producing some bad apples, unfortunately. Nasty and stupid people are everywhere and as much as I would like to just ignore them all, it's just not gunna happen. I have been turned away from a lot of fandoms I really loved just because the people in it were so nasty. I'm a fan of Fruits Basket...I love it...but I love it all by myself because I saw a few nasty things going on in that fandom that just turned me off.
I think in comparision to other fandoms...Abyss soars above the rest. It does have it's high moments and low moments...but from what I see it appears to be balanced. But, then again, maybe I've not witnessed what you have.
For me, though, I've met a few people thanks to Abyss...so...I guess that's why I never really find myself complain too much. :/

I think I want to be...Arietta and unleash ligers upon the stupid. Then, maybe, you'll feel better. :D
I may...RP Master Badtouch...but I'm too scared to put that to use. XD;
But don't let my Asch suffer for too long, else I'll be sad and even more emo than Iam now. D:

>> 3. It will not be a new game, but Tales of the Abyss from the Rokujinshou perspective. Your six party members will be the six God-Generals. You win the game if you defeat the Luke-tachi.
HEY! That would be cool! I actually love those reverse perspectives. :D

>> 4. Rem Tower will be revealed to have been a sly and cunning plan on the part of the replicas to substitute their own people in the place of Luke and Asch, taking advantage of the chaos of Rem to replace both Luke and Asch with replicas. Your first mission in the new game is to rescue them both.
Onwards to freedom, my little redheads~!
>> Asch won't thank you for it.
Oh, that snarky bitch. <3

>> 5. It will be Tales of the Abyss for the Ages 3 to 6 market. You play a cheegle.
*looks around* I-I...would enjoy that... t.t

You are RIGHT about the whole Luke/Mieu/Asch comparison! But...it...it sounds so cute! Now I would LOVE to read something like that. Though the sadistic part of me would actually enjoy the torturous experience they would all endure. :D

And...wow. That song...I have never heard of it until now, but the lyrics really DO match well! :o
1st-Apr-2007 09:06 am (UTC) - Re: 6am post- do not trust my coherency level!
Crap. Guess I wouldn't have difficulty hitting a 25 word mark. I make too many long posts and I need to shut up. @.@;;
1st-Apr-2007 02:40 pm (UTC) - YOU'RE AMAZING, AND MIEU EMITS HEARTS AT YOU
That's amazing! 6am! *whistles and approves*

I didn't actually realise that Chinese fandoms were so strict until friends told me about it. Chinese forums operate on a point system, where commenting and posting gives you points. There is a 12-character minimum word limit on all posts, and if a poster makes a comment that is below the minimum word limit, they take points away. And if you don't have enough points, you can't view certain posts. WHOA. It's so scary.

I hope it isn't something I did... D:
No, not at all! *smiles* You're great! *grin* In fact, you're one of the people I'm really glad I met. You're absolutely fine. *snug*

because I saw a few nasty things going on in that fandom that just turned me off.
Oh my heavens, yes! Usually I gradually drift out of fandoms when they don't capture my interest, but sometimes, specific nasty instances turn me off a particular fandom, and sounds like the same thing happened to you too. I try my best not to be nasty, because I know how ugly it is. And yet... sometimes when I see the things that do happen, I'm not surprised that people are as nasty as they are.

think I want to be...Arietta and unleash ligers upon the stupid. Then, maybe, you'll feel better
*snugs you tight* This kinda makes me want to give you an Asch all your own. And don't worry, I won't make Asch suffer long. ;) I'll always give him a happy ending, whatever it takes him to get there. :)

HEY! That would be cool! I actually love those reverse perspectives. :D
It would be cool! ;) And we'd get to have Asch all-game long! ;) And shuffle party members! My default party would probably be Asch, Dist, Sink, and whoever the healer is. xD

Onwards to freedom, my little redheads~!
Yes!! *grin* A way to get them BOTH of out of the game canonically! xDD

And yes, Asch is one snarky bitch. I kind of loved your comment here about him being like a yappy dog. *giggles*.

>> 5. It will be Tales of the Abyss for the Ages 3 to 6 market. You play a cheegle.
*looks around* I-I...would enjoy that... t.t

Me too! You spend all day in cheegle woods, running from raigas, picking apples, and making raids on Engeve! ;)

Though the sadistic part of me would actually enjoy the torturous experience they would all endure. :D
Someone who appreciates this brand of torture as much as I do! ♥ You have no idea how happy this makes me! XDDD But yeah! It would be great! Cheegle!Asch would ride on Natalia's shoulders because he wouldn't stand for being anywhere near Luke. And Asch!Mieu would wibble. A lot. And Asch would suddenly develop devastating kicked-puppy eyes.

Luke: "... I CAN'T SAY NO TO HIM WHEN HE LOOKS AT ME LIKE THAT!"

XDDDDD Beyonce and Shakira's Beautiful Liar is a pretty new song, and it cracked me up so hard the first time I saw it. The video makes them both look very much like each other. ;) More replica parallels!
1st-Apr-2007 07:44 pm (UTC) - Re: YOU'RE AMAZING, AND MIEU EMITS HEARTS AT YOU
And then...I woke up at 10am. XD;;;
I had a busy week and no time to waste on sleep!

That IS scary...but I like scary things. The points system is interesting even if it is really strict and I think I have seen such a thing in effect on some forums.

XDD Aw, I'm glad I met you, too~ *hugs*
I think with nasty fandom in particular, the biggest thing I dislike are the elitist attitudes. You know...the people who are like, "ZOMG I LIEK TEH FANDOM FIRST LEAV U N00BS!!111"
D:
Honestly...god forbid there are newcomers? Am I the only one these days that is actually thrilled to see newcomers? :/

Yay~ you take good care of Asch. <3
I'm gunna look into my army of ligers...just point me in a general direction to send the lot of them.
XD *hugs*

There should be games like that...actually, I could have sword there were. :o
I know the director's cut of this game, Shadow Hearts 2, allows for a brief glimpse into what the villians were up to. But that never left Japan. t.t

What amused me is that I saw Wanko from Funyamafu and they each gave Luke and Asch a dog that resembled them...and Asch got one of those yappy dogs (with the long hair that look like a mop) with a bow in his hair. And it was yapping and foaming at the mouth. XD
I was like, "oh, nice, Funyamafu agrees with me." <3

As for the Cheagle game, don't forget randomly setting fire to various objects and being kicked by a snotty redheaired brat! XD

I have a horrible sadistic side...I like some angst and stuff before the love. It makes it that much sweeter. XD
And various other naughty things I shouldn't list. XD;;
The cheagle swap is too cute...
I can see Cheagle!Asch riding on Natalia's shoulders...his hair blowing in the breeze...and tear coming out of nowhere to tackle him because he's so cute! XD
Who can say no to any of them~? XD
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