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12th-Mar-2008 09:40 pm
GL - Nia - I want to see the world anew
Dear World,

Though it's hard sometimes, I love my job. I love that I can do what I can do, and I love that I'm learning more so I can do more. I love that sometimes in the middle of what I'm doing I think, Yes, this is where I'm supposed to be, and there are those priceless moments in which I think,
I am here in this world for a reason, and this is my reason.

And hey, I get that not everybody loves this job, and I sure get that a whole lot of people don't love the people who do this job. I get that from my own family often enough, from the relatives who tell me, Go corporate, that's where the money is, from my brother, whom I love dearly, but who thinks lawyers are scum and won't hold back that opinion even from me, from my uncle, who backed away when he heard that I'd be qualifying soon - and even though some of it is in jest, I can't say I'm completely unaffected.

But it's not going to stop me.

I get that most people's experience with lawyers haven't generally been the sort that leave favourable impressions. Hey, I get that most people's experience with lawyers are pretty darn godawful never-to-be-repeated I'll-never-touch-a-lawyer-with-a-ten-foot-pole experiences.

My first experience with the legal profession was an experience like that, after all.

It left such a deep impression on me that it was the biggest unspoken reason I became a lawyer. It's the one I rarely ever talk about. But I know how awful it is to be on the other end of a nasty situation (and I'm not even going to say nasty lawyer, because the situation is sometimes bad enough that whether the lawyer's good or bad makes no difference).

And I'll never forget what it feels like. There's so much fear, anger, and frustration when you or someone you know is on the recieving end of the law or a nasty lawyer. But it doesn't take away the good that lawyers can do, and are doing, in the world. We're not perfect. Nobody is. There sure are a lot of lawyers out there who could be doing a lot better. There sure are a lot of lawyers out there who shouldn't be lawyers at all. But there are lawyers out there who are making life easier for their clients and for the people who can't afford lawyers, by volunteering and just doing their best. And I think that that shouldn't be forgotten.

I've always thought that the problem with the world was that you never heard enough about the lawyers who were doing good in the world. Most of what everybody hears and remembers are, Guess which lawyer ran off with what spectacular sum of money? Guess what they're suing for? Guess who's helping them sue for it?

You want jokes about why hell's got all the lawyers? I've heard all of them.

And I know I'm going to develop a much more robust attitude towards this, but I'm still new to this, and every time I hear of someone who's had a bad experience with a lawyer, however near or far away to my life it is, I can't help but think I'm sorry. I'm so sorry that that happened to you. And I wish you'd met someone else who could've showed you that lawyers aren't all like that, and that it doesn't have to be that way. Just like the way I'm disgusted for hours and outraged on some indefinable level for longer than I should be whenever I read about a misbehaving lawyer in the papers, as I think, This is why people hate us!

But, you know what? There are good people in this profession, too. People who don't forget that it isn't all about the money. There are so many ways in this profession to make a good difference in this world. Sure, we have our share of total bastards. But so does every profession. We have people who make lawyers ashamed to be lawyers.

But we're not all like that.

You can be a lawyer and a good person. I've met people like that: lawyers who are kind, gentle, and completely wonderful people, people who made me think, I want to grow up to be like you. Lawyers who are kind to those whom they work with and to those who they're up against. Lawyers who have shown me that even in the most heated legal battles that there is room for courtesy, and there is room to respect everyone you're dealing with.

And God help me, I'm going to grow up to be like that.
And I'm going to do everything I can to not become the sort of lawyer I'd be ashamed of sharing a profession with.
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12th-Mar-2008 02:39 pm (UTC) - I love my job
Wow, I actually know someone in the 10% population of the world who can honestly say that!
If it helps, not everyone thinks that all lawyers are bad. Heck, lawyers are actually pretty cool (and some, like the very talented manic_intent, are heaps crazy/awesomecakes with awesome fics)

And despite the general public being deprived of a spectacular amount of information which they only get through being misinformed by an exploiting media, I believe the principles of lawyers are primarily similar to RoboCop's (serve the public trust, protect the innocent, uphold the law).

"Sure, we have our share of total bastards. But so does every profession."
Again, generalized media view gets a gold medal for this. Seriously, the nuns in our school are the most vile, evil creatures to ever exist.

Hope you feel better about your job, honey. Knowing that there's a lot of good in the justice system is kinda changing my opinion of it as a whole now.
12th-Mar-2008 03:14 pm (UTC) - LOVES YOU
Catch it while it lasts! *grin* This occasion probably falls into the 10% of the time that I will say I love my job. The rest of the time it's exhaustion, or screaming in my head. XDXDXDXD I TRY. ♥

*giggles helplessly!* It's funny you should mention manic_intent! We went to school together. It was a lovely reminder. Heh.

There are actually several lawyers/lawyers-in-training in fandom, and it makes me grin from ear to ear every time I find one. Even if we never talk and I just know they exist.

I believe the principles of lawyers are primarily similar to RoboCop's (serve the public trust, protect the innocent, uphold the law).
I wish there were more people like you. ♥ And I wish there were more lawyers like that, too. Maybe it's because I'm still so young in this profession that I feel so strongly about these things still, but I really do believe that a lawyer's first duty is to the law. And I feel very strongly about protecting the innocent (especially because innocence is such a rare thing).

Generalised media's a funny thing. Few people ever find out the real story unless they know someone who's personally involved.

ALSO, SO MUCH HUGS FOR YOUR SCHOOL. May the years you have left there pass fast and bring you a better future!

*grin* I feel happy about my job when it's just between me and my job. It's when the rest of the world comes in that things get slightly more complicated.

I'm so happy to hear that ♥ And this sounds so horrifically arrogant, but I aim to be part of the good that's in there. I may not succeed, but I'll be real sure to try as hard as I can.
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