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all the words in the world and I can't find the ones that mean what you mean to me. 
31st-Aug-2004 09:35 pm
Reborn - Yamamoto CHIBITA
kannazuki: *ADORES*

I - I - amnogoodatwordsbut thisbookIreadsaiditbest,evenifitsoundskindof...butyoudo,you do, you do.

I don't suppose this being true makes read any better? I don't have the words for something as big as this. All I know is that when I try to say it, all the words I've read from the stories I love come to me, and they tell me things like that. because you make my heart smile. it's like that. You taught me how to love, it's that simple. And I've struggled with saying this for so long, because no matter how I say it it doesn't seem to come out right, but you helped me through one of the worst times in my life, when I couldn't even cry and it took a friend to tell me, yes, you can cry, it helps, it is no shame to cry. And when I did it was. curl up in bed towards the wall and cry until it hurts tears, and still the real hurt doesn't stop hurting. And you were there for that. I'm - all this looks so ridiculous now, but it was real enough to me then, and you - you were there. You were there. And that meant so much to me. You taught me one of the most important lessons I'll ever learn in life, and it's that, when people hurt you, sometimes the best thing that comes out of that is that you realize that other people love you too. You were there for me and I shall not forget it.

*hugs you tight*

I owe you a picspam.

And I'm so glad you came back. *hugs you tight*
31st-Aug-2004 07:34 am (UTC)
Heh, first pics makes me wanna do an oral on Orli.


31st-Aug-2004 08:10 am (UTC)
*howls with laughter* That sentence makes me think very bad thoughts. *is evil*

(For some reason I keep thinking about a flash presentation you once did and linked on your LJ - It was set to a song that went, "I want to sink to the bottom with you/ The ocean is big and blue/ I just want to sink to the bottom with you.") *grin*
31st-Aug-2004 08:31 am (UTC)
Ahahah I remember that one. It was a Fountains of Wayne song.
31st-Aug-2004 08:04 am (UTC)
**pssst...last pic...that's EWAN, babee!***

31st-Aug-2004 08:09 am (UTC)
*huge grin* The picture said so, but I simply couldn't believe it was him! But you're my authority on all things Ewan! *hugs you* Will edit post. *evil grin* Many, many thanks!
31st-Aug-2004 08:17 am (UTC)
ROFL on the edit! You're quite welcome!

Did I send you back info on that other thing? I can't remember now...
1st-Sep-2004 01:22 am (UTC)

*grin* That edit! *happiness*

And your icon is beautiful. *is still overcome*

Did I send you back info on that other thing?

Not just yet. Let me know what you'd like? *smiles* I'll be away in Melbourne from Thursday to next Tuesday, so apologies in advance *hides*
31st-Aug-2004 11:03 am (UTC)
oh very yummy photo's of orli there!
1st-Sep-2004 01:24 am (UTC)
SO TRUE. *evil grin* Orlando is always delicious. *smiles*
31st-Aug-2004 01:07 pm (UTC)
hey sweets, why is it when I try to go directly to your journal I only get the art on the left and no content? Any guesses? ::confused::
1st-Sep-2004 01:24 am (UTC)
I think it was LJ being evil - It was slightly odd this morning (for me). Hope it's all right now? *winces*
1st-Sep-2004 07:27 am (UTC)
no, it did that to me the other day, too....hm.
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